Lost in a daydream.

Hello blog,

I haven't been here for sometime.

I don't know why I still feel so empty at times when I have such great friends & an awesome bestfriend. 

Perhaps some spaces just can't be filled by platonic love.

I may secretly be a needy person because I feel like I need a hug ever so often.

I don't like the fact that I am so weak willed nowadays. I have given up so many times recently it's become something "acceptable" now. Which is totally unacceptable.

& things can't suck more when people believe in me succeeding. I can't live up to their expectations, nor my own.